I really should have started back doing this a while ago. Please know that my lack of posting here wasn't for lack of gratitude, it was for a lack of regular Internet access and lack of any sense of normalcy in my life.
Divorce is... well it's tough, and there's no way around that. Thankfully I've crossed a bunch of the hurdles and come out stronger and more confident on the other side.
I've still got some stuff to deal with though, like this stupid sprained shoulder I got at work. My work has been wonderful of course, I work for some really good people. The real trouble with it isn't the pain, because I can take pain, it's the emotional side, feeling useless, feeling like I don't contribute my fair share.
I went to Physical Therapy for the first time the other day and left feeling hopeful. I spend so much time thinking can't can't can't because of the work limitations the Doctor set that thinking can is so nice. I CAN do 20 reps of this without a problem. I CAN move certain directions without pain.
I mean, I have to ice afterward and Tylenol is... well not my best friend, because I've got some rocking friends, but my frustration level is much lower.
Father, thank you for healing, and those that heal. Thank you for the times that I have helped others heal, and thank you for the Masterful healing you have sent into my life.
